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Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Sdehh betul kisah ni.


Its been two years since its happen.
I lost a girl that I loved.
I'll never see her again for entire of my life.
You started to change before you die.
I dont know how to start but this is it.

Its Friday and I just get back from school.
Its a last day of school and tomorrow will be our date :)
I check my phone and I've got 3 text from her.
I ignore it and go take a bath first.
After I finish take a bath, I wore some cloth and go eating some junk food.
I forgot to read the text from her and I check it again.
I've got two misscall from her.
I call her and she's answering.

Me : Hey sayang, sorry late. I mandi and makan tadi.
You : Ohh hey B, takpe lah. I just rindu dekat you je ni.
Me : Alahh you ni chill lah, besok kan jumpe :)
You : Hee okay b, see you tomorrow. Im gonna help my mom, I'll text you later kay?
Me : Ohh sure, kayy byebye and I love you.
You : Love you too, Byee.

So I'll wait and wait for her sambil online.
Im feeling so sleepy and I go take a rest awhile.
My phone ringtone make me wake up from my sleep.
I check it out and got a text from her.

She said 'B, im not feeling well lah. Im so sorry if I cant make it up tomorrow'
I reply 'Ohh its okay, I come to your place then'
She's replying 'Ehh its okay lah, susahkan you je lah b'
I reply again 'Alahh I wanna see you so badly lahh'
She's reply 'Aww I know that baby, You know I can make it tomorrow kan? dont worry kay? I wanna take a bath awhile, wait for me yeah, I love youu <3>
I reply 'Hehe sure my love, I wait for you then. I love you more and more sayang <3>

After 1 hours waiting, I go outside to smoke some cigarette.
I check my phone many times and I still dont get her text.
I smoke and smoke and she call and she said to me meet me tomorrow, Im sleepy and i wanna sleep, goodnight and I love you.
Aku tak sempat nak cakap apa apa die dah letak phone.
Maybe die penat sangat kot.
Aku ignore je die and aku rasa lain macam, like seram sejuk tu.
Aku terus masuk bilik and tidur.

Keesokan harinya aku bangun lambat, aku cepat cepat siap lepas aku baca text girlfriend aku ni.
'Where the fuck are you? you fucking late!'
Memang aku cepat gila mandi and siap siap semua.
Selekeh sangat aku ni and terus aku pergi naik bus.
Aku call and die ckp jumpe dekat tempat biasa.
Ohh thank god time aku sampai, die dengan member die.
Nasib baik die tak sorang sorang.
Aku salam and cium tangan die.
Aku terkejut, tangan die sangat sejuk and muka die sangat pucat.
Aku tanya die,

Me : Are you okay? You nampak lain oh sayang.
You : Eh I okay je lah, I tahu I nampak cantik hari ni :p
Me : Jangan nak perasan sangat lah sayang.
You : Dont ever leave me okay? *sambil peluk tangan aku*
Me : You ni jangan buat I takut boleh?
You : Eheh I gurau je lah b.
Me : Hish jangan cakap mcm ni lagi tau

She's keep telling me that she love me so much, and dont ever leave her.
Seharian tu aku rasa tak sedap hati
Rasa mcm sesuatu yang buruk akan berlaku.
But sampai aku hantar girlfriend aku balik, nothing bad happen.
Im relieve nothing happen.
I just got home and I got a text from her friend,
'Syafiq! Nina kene langgar!'
I ignore it cause I thought she just wanna prank me.
She always prank me and I felt to her prank but now I dont think so.
1 hours later, I got a phone call from my girlfriend.

You : Hello syafiq, its auntie.
Me : Ohh yeah auntie, kenapa?
You : I need to pick you up, give me your address.
Me : Err.. okay i text you auntie.

I give auntie my address and she's come pick me.
She told me not to surprise or cry.
She told me that her daughter excident.
Auntie is crying and drive so fast to the hospital.
I cant say anything.
Sampai je dekat hospital, both of us go see how Nina is.

I cry, I grab her hand and it was so cold.
With his head bleeding and her leg is breaking.
I just silent. Macam orang bisu.
Air mata yang jatuh bagaikan air hujan yang sepi.
I talk to her, 'Sayang, wake up please, dont do this to me'
Her cold arms, muka yang tak berperasaan.
I know she die. I cant do anything.

I cant do what she told me to do.
Dont leave her alone and now Im leaving her.
Last time I see her face time die dikafankan.
Its really sad when you leave me behind.
Go to the other place.
But I know, you dont wanna me be like this.
I have to move on and the other people too said this to me.
I really really miss you.
My love for you is eternity.

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